Coffee With My Father

This morning, as I sat quietly with my coffee, I found myself thinking about prayers.

Not the prayers I am praying today.

But the ones I prayed years ago.

The ones whispered through tears.

The ones spoken from places of uncertainty.

The ones I wasn’t sure God was listening to.

As I sat there, it felt as though my Father gently asked me a question.

“Do you remember?”

And suddenly, I did.

Not every detail.

Not every circumstance.

But I remembered the feeling.

The waiting.

The hoping.

The surrender that comes when a burden has become too heavy to carry alone.

I remembered bringing things before God that mattered deeply to me and then wondering what He would do with them.

Wondering if He would answer.

Wondering if He even heard me.

Time has a way of softening our memories.

The difficult seasons that once consumed us slowly become chapters we rarely revisit.

Life moves forward.

New responsibilities arrive.

New concerns take their place.

And before we realize it, the things that once occupied our prayers no longer occupy our thoughts.

As I sat there this morning, coffee warming my hands, I realized something.

Some of the things I once placed before God in prayer are now woven into my everyday life.

So quietly, in fact, that I almost missed them.

What was once a prayer has become familiar.

What was once a hope has become ordinary.

And perhaps that is one of the subtle dangers of answered prayers.

Not that we become ungrateful.

But that we forget.

We forget what it felt like to wait.

We forget what it felt like to trust when we could not see.

We forget that some of today’s ordinary moments were once yesterday’s desperate prayers.

I wonder how often God watches us ask for something with tears in our eyes, only to see us hold it later without remembering the journey that brought it to us.

Not because our hearts are hard.

But because familiarity has a way of dimming our sense of wonder.

And maybe that is why remembering matters.

Because remembering restores gratitude.

It reminds us that God’s faithfulness is not found only in the extraordinary moments of life.

It is found in the quiet ones too.

The blessings we have grown accustomed to.

The gifts we no longer notice.

The prayers He answered long ago that now sit quietly in the background of our days.

Before I finished my coffee, I found myself praying a simple prayer.

Father, help me never become so familiar with Your gifts that I forget to cherish them.

Help me remember the tears that once accompanied these prayers.

Help me steward well what You have entrusted to me.

And help me handle with gratitude what I once asked You for in faith.

Because some of the things I now hold in my hands were once held only in prayer.

Until next time,

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